Monday, December 30, 2002

PERSOPHENE

Come my Queen,
lay with me
your brother.
Before time,
it was written
that we should lie here
and dream a new world
into existence.
Warm and safe
are the chambers
deep within
the bowels of our Mother,
the Earth.
Dream for awhile,
from the threads of your
red, spidery veins
weave a new world.
Run your tongue over my wounds
taste the sacrificial blood.
Breathe in the Fire
of destruction
that absolves the world of sin.
Let the scent, the taste
vaporize a world gone by.
From your parted lips,
I savor the Sweetness
of a Wild, Untamed Love.
A world awaiting creation.
A world,
known only
thru forbidden love.
Its doors guarded
by Death.
Let go, my love,
let go of your lasts shreds of ego.
Sacrifice your maidenly innocence.
Embrace the Darkness.

Sunday, December 29, 2002

STEALTH

Stealth belongs not
to the terror in the night skies,
but to him in stone-cold cave lies.
Terror is not the fear of sudden death,
but of ideals lost in twisted lies.

To a world clothed in hypocrisy
Truth seems like a man gone wild.

What if we never grew up,
but held to our Innocence?
Alice and Osama looking thru the glass, darkly.
Beyond obedience, thru the gate
step into Awareness.
Walk thru,
the Thou Shalt
and the Thou Shalt Nots,
beyond the walls,
Awakening.
Brought together by secret forces,
we struggle and turn
to cast off
reason's cruel shackles.
Reachin, stretchin
for that knowledge that pulses with each beat of our hearts.
VULNERABILITY

Where the child lives
so do i,
beyond the clutches
of the material world.
I inhabit the secret,
the sacred places
Where love thrives
with each heartbeat.

Your willingness,
vulnerable and open.
You stand anew,
reborn in the sanctity
of childlike love.
Aglow with Light.

Saturday, December 28, 2002

LONE WOLF

wolf howling
lone wolf
bowels bellowin
his loneliness
his pain
a cry echoing in a dark, empty sky.

My dreams, my yearnings,
clothed in flesh and blood.
She-wolf, wild, untamed
stood motionless
her stare transfixing
from deep within
my mirror image before me,
my heart fluttered,
dropped to my knees,
head bowed.
Sweet love that might have been,
but because I could not hold her gaze,
she vanished.
But for a moment,
we stood outside of time!

Thursday, December 19, 2002

Like a wolve
rampagin thru my mind,
she unearths ancient pathways
untrodden in this day and time.
Stalkin recesses unknow
snifflin out secret passages
the SHE-WOLVE breathes life
into my wild, savage self.

Heavy with sweet scents of wet passion
she enrages my desire.
Teasin,
playfully brushin
rubbin 'gainst me.
Wolve pups in a rollin-dance.
Primal Innocence.

Tuesday, December 17, 2002

FIRE and ICE

I have met the SHE- GODDESS,
her eyes aglow with FIRE and ICE.
She is more at ease runnin with wolves
than rubbin elbows in polite social fare.
She is the woman who lives at the end of time,
who bathes in the river beneath the earth.

...starvin from soul hunger,
longing for the tastes of the wild.

Friday, December 13, 2002

PRIMAL TERROR

My Soulmate breeches the Sacred River
She crosses Death's Gap,
Holy Terror!
Please be gentle with her
That brave, Innocent Soul
held by your transfixing Gaze
I shudder,
Why did I lead her down this Path?
She is stoic, nerves of steel
Taming the Demon, her Soul opens beyond Terror,
Tasting the Honey from His Pale Lips
Sweet Princess transforms Death
Opens the Road to the light, beyond the dark walls of our Living Death.
An Eagle in flight
hurdles to the earth.
And upon the face of that Sweet Princess
delivers the Awakening Kiss
from which all life evolves.

Sweet Princess of this earth,
Lady Divine
Mother of a New Race
Awaken from your Slumber
for your god,
lies gasping at your feet.
Before Time,
We were One.
Male and Female, as one being.
Upon descending into this world,
split,
set for the Holy Journey
Yearning, searching
for that counterpart
that completes our oneness.
GODDESS

Softly, with parted lips
Sweet Princess kisses the Death Monger
forever breaking his curse
lighting the world beyond our Living Death.
God is but a name we give
to that event
by which the earth Awakens.
COSMIC DANCER

Leaping, stepping lightly
between worlds,
the apparitions of time and the casual deep.
DESTINY

When a Heart insists on its Destiny,
the four corners of the earth are drawn together,
Forces beyond the senses unleashed
Miracles of coincidence bring the inevitable to pass
Deep Realities are not betrayed
by Light of Day.
THE WELL

The Goddess, Guardian of the well
awaits a Gentle Heart
She, the Promise of Perfection
the bliss of the Soul
Awaits the Sacred Kiss
that Awakens the World.

Wednesday, December 11, 2002

A CRACK IN TIME
To love
till your heart aches.
To wait
for the crack in time.
The true lover
bides his time.

Tuesday, December 10, 2002

...beyond reason
I seek shy innocence
blind to the light of day.
Her eyes mirror the eternal fire
dance to an inauduble song.
For a moment,
but for a moment,
Soft, with Love.
Cautiously the wanderin fool approaches the wood nymph.
She, flutterin like a butterfly,
dances aimlessly.
With earnest intention, heart on his sleeve,
he offers it to her.
With sly smile,
she sends it crashing to the ground,
shattering innocence.
Eternity passes.
The fool again approaches the wood nymph,
cautiously she draws near.
In great stillness he stands
flitting in and out of his nearly knit fibers,
she is at home
swinging from perch to perch.
My mind races...then stalls,
dissolved by an etheral vision
mirrored in the eyes of a heavenly nymph.
Time wavers, flutterin heart leaps...
into the mist.
Like a butterfly she dances
into and out of view.
Dizzily, my eyes try to follow
but in vain.
Into the veil my heart wanders
seeking, innocent and forlorn.
On the edge of a deep abyss
floatin thru eternity,
there and only there
does the nymph wait.
Dare ye heart?
Dare ye approach?

Monday, December 09, 2002

AN AIMLESS WANDERIN HEART
Life is but a dream..
do not cling
Letting go...it directs itself,
a self-emergent force
shapes our path.
In route to the Kingdom,
re-entering the Garden
leavin my mind at the Gate.
DANCE OF THE UNIVERSE
Moment by moment
deeply connected,
I trigger synchronicity.
The Universe, alive, conforms too my intent.
Momentary awareness flashes
letting go, life quickens the mirror of the present moment
leads to right action.

Tuesday, December 03, 2002

Tending the Sacred Fire
chopping the kindlin
sweepin the ashes
emptyin the bucket
Coughing, spewin
Tendin the Sacred Fire
Spread your wings
like an Eagle, fly
spread your wings
fusing heaven and earth.
Heart and Wings
Beat as one...
Birds in flight.
There is no road
there is no lodge
the stars above
pine straw below
Jst waitin for this world to end
so mine will come back again
A Primitive man
outside of time.
I am a Primitive
a Primal man
Alone in this cultured world
cut off from my roots
outta place, outta step
I long for my origins
the Earth, the Sky, my People.

Sunday, December 01, 2002

I stand silently as the terror approaches
I look at it lovingly,
stare blindly
The DEATH MESSENGERS EYES,
only he can deliver
only love
can absolve
I welcome HIM
Oh LUCIFER
How beautiful are thee,
what Beauty to behold!
I love thee with my heart
I welcome thee
Not wicked, not despised
But Angel of God
Brother
I love thee.
I see myself in your eyes
We are the same.
I have pierced the Darkness
and it is but Love
I have descended
to bridge the gap.
My hunger is gone
I am made Empty
a vessel.
I am there
with miner's helmet on
I have charted these waters
Love is the Way
Look into Death's Eyes with recognition
with love
Dont run away, it is yourself
that you see.
Only shawdowws...dont flee, dont run
Abide...but a while..
I have faced death, stared blankly, openly
into his eyes,
though my mind torn apart
my soul abides.
It lingers
for in his eyes
do I see, but love
slay me if you will
but it is myself
looking back at me.

god, who has slept is awakening
His Thunder chasing the Wind
And He who has guarded the interior forces is freed,
Lucifer lives! He shines forth with splendor!
But somewhere a maiden wonders,
aimless, souless
breathe life into her whose heart is filled with dust
let one tear create a river
Ancient Riverbed flows with fresh waters
Light Soldiers roam the bowels of the earth
Trudging knee-deep thru sludge
Searching for the lifeless maiden
One tear, the world awaits
A Kingdom awaits one tear.

but, Ah! I find the Father!
He lies face down, drenched in the Pit.
I kiss His Face, lift Him upon my shoulders,
and walk out of Hell.
Lovely Maiden, where are thou?
AKingdom, the universe awaits,
Awaits the SACRED AWAKENING
I have descended the steps of anguish and despair
searching, searching
for one heart who cares
who sheds a tear of love.
I must love them all,
demons and dragons alike,
till I find the one,
the one through tormented cries,
still, sheds a tear of love.
My Father shall exalt her,
Raise her above the moon and stars
Give her child to rock,
to nurse and care.
She, SHE is the MOTHER of a New Man
SHE is the DIVINE WOMAN of EARTH
White Feathered Queen where are you?
Time grows short,
You must give birth to the new race
Not from ovaries, not from reproduction
but from the tear of one lone heart.
The conception lies in the reception,
The TEAR falls from one HEART to another.
When one is left and only one
who bleeds the sacred tear
then the time has drawn near.
An Act of Destruction then PERFECTION
IMMORTAL Reign DIVINE WOMAN
you have suffered the tribulation
NOW KNOW THE GLORY!
sometimes, I dwell in a lonely world
on the edge of an abyss
ad nauseam
my mind spins,reality wavers.
my identity dissolves
the only thing that brings me back,
is YOU.
FRIENSHIP is gods work.
I thank God for YOU.

Saturday, November 30, 2002

Perhaps it is my position in time
that impells me to reach ahead or back
for that which is rightfully mine.
as if to catch-me-up, set me striaght
or backtrack in the steps of lost ways,
I mark my life by the traces of time.
The tracks I long to follow
begin with the whistle of a train a -coming
thunder in its passing
and echo its departure.
So not to end,
when trains in passing
fade from vision
but to encircle horizons
bend time spans
firmly rooting me when and where I no longer stand.
While trains must always
echo the moment of their passing
I now catch the moment of coming
that it never passes before me.
Your eyes, soft with love
with innocence
the promise of childhood
timidly ventures out.
A glimpse, a glimmer
the soul's shy smile
Nurtured by a gentle hand...
sparkles and shines
A light, a life is reborn!

Friday, November 22, 2002

I take the holy road/drenched in blood/I walk as a young woman/swaying her hips/striding thru deep shit

Wednesday, November 06, 2002

in your eyes i gaze at the eternal/beyond reason and common sense/i see the soul risin, from the depths/i see a yearnin, a longin/for what we both have known and shared/but such holiness must be tenderly treated/for it shuns the light of day/of reasons cold, hard ways

Wednesday, October 30, 2002

my body, my mind/wracked with pain/i'm hovering over a swirlin abyss/strugglin to maintain/a higher awareness/the good earth wants to reclaim me/she pullin me in/maybe i shld jst let go/ahh sweet release/jst let go/why am i strugglin?/its all gone/gone is my life/release wuld be so sweet/dissapte, surrender/holdin on is the pain/down the river/out with the tide/floatin!